Updated: Jun 23, 2022
Coming out the spiritual closet is a really scary thing to do. I struggled to sleep the night before. Not just through fear of what people would say, but also for admitting this new path to myself. Going back to your authentic self and owning it is almost like undoing everything you have learnt and being re-born. Despite all this fear, I just decided to rip the band aid off and go for it! I am excited to share with you the post that I sent to my family and friends:
I’M COMING OUT!
Yes you heard me right! I’ve been in the closet for a while, only my 2 close friends really know what I’m about to tell you…
I have been growing spiritually for the last few years. I even speak with dead people/spirits. SHOCK! IT’S OUT THERE NOW! Loved ones and sceptics, you don’t need to worry, I’ve not gone mad or lost the plot! I have just opened up to the higher dimensional energy fields that most people are not aware of yet. Animals have this connection also and use it for survival. Do you ever walk into a room and feel the energy change and instinctively know you have been talked about? That’s because we all have it, some people are just more sensitive than others!
It all started when I began doing yoga to support my weight training. I loved the savasana (final resting pose) at the end. It really calmed my busy mind. I started meditating as a way to extend this feeling. I really struggled to quiet my mind at first but like a muscle it grew stronger and stronger. Not only was I calmer and more focused, I received really powerful energetic shifts that opened up all my senses. Plus I have not been ill since I started meditating and my hayfever has gone!
I realise now that I have always had this gift. I was so aware of everyone else’s energy it was often overwhelming. I learnt to toughen up, my ego’s way of protecting me. As a fashion designer, I ran my fitness wear business like a tight ship with so much control and perfection. On a trip to the spiritual town of Glastonbury, I was guided to let go of this mindset and use my feminine creative energy more. Since then everything I was hanging onto so tightly started falling away and I started receiving new guidance to follow my spiritual path. My life has improved like crazy, my creative ideas are better than ever and I wake up each morning excited for the day ahead, and go to bed excited for tomorrow! I am receiving so much joy in helping others live a joyful stress-free life full of passion and purpose. No matter what background or religious belief everyone is able to benefit from quieting their mind, slowing down and receiving guidance.
Since coming out I was overwhelmed by the amount of support I received. People who I didn't realise were spiritual connected with me and shared their experiences. Some of them had not revealed their spiritual side to the world yet so were motivated to join me. After hitting send on my 'Coming Out' post I received a huge energy upgrade from the universe. I was guided to allow myself to be vulnerable. Being vulnerable is ok and I realised I no longer needed my protective wall! I am safe, I am protected, I am loved, I am my true self!
Love Sarah Creatrix ❤